OKAY, So this is what this is for.

Ok, so i guess a blog is reall like an OL diary. So Ive decided to start using it as such, however i must say that there are a limited number of things I will post on the internet for the world to know. Tonight seemed like a good place to start. I was talking to one of my good friends tonight and he put a really good perspective on life. Sometimes our priorties get so out of whack, we loose sight of what to focus on. Its so easy to be consumed in the moment or take things to seriously. The important thing is Me (or you) and doing what is best for myself. This is all a self-reflection peice so i dont want anyone to think otherwise... (theres my disclaimer,lol). But seriously, we are always told what is right and how to go about things... why should we conform to these societal norms? Maybe we should just go with our emotions and not always fight them. I dont mean doing something crazy, we should try to keep a level head... but doing something your not ready to just because it seems like the right thing. If I were in the hospital with s broken leg, wouldnt i let it heal before i tried to walk? On the same token while laying there in the hospital I am sure that the biggest issue in my mind would be how i just want to get up and go somewhere. Why do we always want the unobtainable.... ? As soon as someone says no, it makes that thing so much more appealing. So i guess all this rambeling serves a purpose. I dont have a fan base, so i dont expect anyone to really read this... which is fine by me :O) But I think we should all stop doing what people tell us is right. If you have a broken leg, lay in that hospital gown and enjoy it... you have no other choice! Why waste your time wanting to walk? When putting this in a life perspective I guess im saying to have fun! Once you focus on your own life, and put yourself where you want to be, everything else should fall into place. Stop trying to put all the peices together like some twisted game of tetris and take it slow. build everything one brick at a time, like they do in real life..... eventually you will have a house!

OK so there is my first real blog, lol... sorry if it doesnt make sence, but its really just for me anyways!!