Procrastination

So I hope I spelled that right. I just took this general knowledge test and the hardest part was the English Language section..... You know, punctuation, spelling and that kinda crap. It's amazing what you don't recall. I am so reliant on MS Word or whatever word processor I use that I don't even know the basic rules of our language!! Anyhow I have so much to do, in the way of homework that is, and I just can't get myself motivated. In my past life I would have smoked a few bowls, drank some beers, maybe screwed by boyfriend, and forgotten all about responsibility. Sometimes I miss those days, when I was headed nowhere and always miserable. But I never really had to accomplish anything. I took tons of classes and learned everything I wanted to, but didn't worry about assignments or tests. No wonder I am still in school! Ok so that whole thing is getting me a little more motivated. Sometimes it is just fun to waste your intelligence. I mean, who the hell do I have to impress anyhow? Absolutely no one! The biggest problem I have is that school work for the college of Ed is so mundane. It requires absolutely no Original thought whatsoever. At least in religion you can generate some kind of unique conclusion... Or realize something you had never known before. Learning how to teach 1st graders to read just doesn't get the neurons firing. There just isn't any real stimulation in it. I can't wait to finish this stupid degree so that I can start studying what I like because I want to. The whole thing is that I have to grad so that I can justify a more stimulating education..... I will be in school for a very long time, because learning is fun when it is interesting. But this shit just isn't! Maybe ill challenge myself by figuring out how to make it interesting....hmmm that's a challenge worth tackling.....HOMEWORK TIME!!